A jolt of joy and promise
A young man’s wicked smirk
Dough-soft and putty-pink,
Nature’s punching bag
Bullied no longer - he exploded.
This little pig went ape.
The smooth structure of night
The way we feed
The lavish consumption
The hunger
I feel that missing “o”
Hanging off of a sad moustache.
In and out and in and out
Relishing every minute
Wishing this could rattle on forever.
Silently, she shows him.
At the edge - nothing so vulgar
Life lived to the hilt
Between the sincere and insincere
The smack of satisfaction
The ratio of demons to angels
Where there can be only sorrow
Sprawled in a haze of heroin
How crushing addiction can be
A spirit from the same tribe
The flame of feeling that stoked
Inside that ordinary body
An immaculate jacket
Helplessly he stands there.
Arms flapping at his sides.
Slumming was not an option.
He joined the barn dance
His hair neatly brushed by a fussy mother.
Triggering the blind rage rough red-faced rant.
The pains that he took
To camouflage his bag of tricks.
The full-blooded swagger
Putting on a show.
A modest approach
An unexpected trait
A force of nature
The bulk and blaze of him - that’s gone.
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In memory of Philip Seymour Hoffman. This is a cutout poem for the Imaginary Garden taken from the February 11, 2014 New Yorker article the Master. All the words in this poem are from this article and in the order they appeared.